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| 10:32pm 27/09/2006 |
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Gentle breezes of crystal glitter
Fall at the drop of the heart
Standing still in the sandy shows
Lies a maiden of sin
Run through the foggy mists
The darkened brightness of stars
Shadow the breath of the unheard
Droplets of green spread
Until the end |
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| 80 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered |
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| 10:03am 02/08/2006 |
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Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
No
Have you listened to jack joshson?
I can't recall the name so I would assume no.
Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
I've watched it once or twice. It wasn't anything special.
Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.s?
Yes, her first and second album. hehe
What are/is your favorite station(s)?
I don't listen to the radio that much, but Jack FM 93.1
Are you a Lost fanatic?
No, never watched that show.
[[Be Honest]]
Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
Yes, Bark @ the Moon!
Queen?
No
Alanis Morissette?
Yes.
Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
The only time I watch that show is when I'm at my boyfriend's house and he's watching it.
King of the Hill?
No.
[[Admit it]]
Do you read trashy romance novels often?
Not often, but I have read them before.
Do you really work out every day?
Nope
Have you ever eaten an entire pint, or more, of ice cream by yourself?
No, I'm not a big fan of ice cream
Have you ever eaten nothing but junk food for a week straight?
No.
Do you shower every single day?
Try to... but in Baja it was impossible. lol
Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present?
Yes.
Do you sing obnoxiously in the car when you're driving?
I would call it 'obnoxiously' lol
Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
I used to.
Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were older?
Yup, I'm worse than the kid.
Have you ever looked forward to going to school?
No.
[[The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary]]
Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?
I don't think I did.
Have you ever written a poem/story about your love life?
Yes
Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush?
Yes.
Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?
Yes.
[[The Questions You Love: Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]
Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
No.
Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
Sometimes.
Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
No, but I want to go!
Do you know how to knit?
No.
Does your cell phone or iPod have a patterned cover?
Cell phone: no Ipod: soon
Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?
Yes, but not in my profile.
Do you keep a diary or journal online?
I guess this would be considered an online journal.
When you open your closet, what is the dominant color of your closet?
Blue
[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]
Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
Coldstone
America or Canada?
America
Physics or Chemistry?
Chemistry
Earphones or headphones?
Headphones
Pink or teal?
Teal.
Earrings or a ring?
Earrings
Commitment or casual dating?
Commitment
Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
Lord Of The Rings
Fly or road trip?
Fly
Starbucks or Caribou?
STARBUCKS!
[[Another Wave of Random Questions]]
What is your favorite Disney movie?
The Little Mermaid
How much jewelry do you own?
Quite a bit
Have you ever bought clothing at sears?
No. |
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| 06:39pm 15/05/2006 |
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mood: depressed
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So the doctor called and the test came back positive.
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| 07:45pm 08/05/2006 |
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mood:  scared
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Life is too short. |
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| 11:39pm 02/05/2006 |
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mood: depressed
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99 THINGS ABOUT ME. NO LYING - BE HONEST.
(001) Your gender: Female
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(003) Single?: No
(004) Want to be?: I like who I am
(005) Age?: 20
(006) Age you wish you were: Younger
(009) The color of your eyes: Brown
(010) Piercings: One on each ear
(012) Tattoos: None
DO YOU:
(013) Smoke: No
(015) Read the newspaper: Not as much as I did earlier this year, but it is delivered daily.
(017) Talk to strangers : Don't like to
(018) Take walks in the rain: Maybe in Hawaii, but not Cali
(019) Drive: Yes
(020) Like to drive fast?: Yes
(021) Hurt yourself: Emotionally
HAVE YOU EVER:
(022) Been out of the country: Yes
(023) Been in love: Yes
(024) Done drugs: No
(025) Gone skinny dipping: No
(026) Had a surgery: Yes
(027) Ran away from home: Yes
(028) Played strip poker: No
(029) Gotten beat up: No
(031) Gone on stage: Yes
(032) Slept outdoors: Yes
(034) Pulled an all-nighter: Yes
(036) Talked on the phone all night: Yes
(038) Slept all day: Yes
(039) Killed someone: No
(040) Made out with a stranger: Yes
(041) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(042) Kissed the same sex: Yes
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex: No
(044) Been betrayed: Yes
(045) Broken the law: Yes
(047) Been on radio/tv: Yes
(048) Been in a mosh-pit: Yes
(049) Had a nervous breakdown: Yes
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: No
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: Yes
(052) Favorite shoe brand?: Skechers
(053) Favorite music: Pop/Rock
(054) Wear hats: No
(055) Judged other people by their clothing: Yes
(057) Are you trendy: No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
(058) Life on other planets: Yes
(059) Miracles: Yes
(060) Astrology: Yes
(061) Magic: No
(062) God: No
(063) Love: Yes
(064) Ghosts: No
(065) Rebirth: Yes
(066) Love at first sight: No
(067) Ying and Yang: Yes
(068) Witches: No
(069) Easter bunny: No
MISCELLANEOUS
(070) Do you remember your first love: Yes
(071) Do you consider love a mistake: No
(072) What do you find romantic: Spontaneous events
(073) Oh nu uh!: Uh-huh
(074) Turn-off: Stupidity, ignorance, lack of common sense
(075) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: No
(076) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yes
(077) What is best about the opposite sex?: Personality
(078) What's the last present someone got you? Gift card to Jamba juice and movie tickets
(079) Do you like someone?: Yes
LAST PERSON:
(080) That you laughed at?: Migi
(081) That laughed at you: Migi
(082) That turned you on: Migi
(083) You went shopping with: Mom
(084) To disappoint you: Me
(085) To make you cry: Migi
(086) To brighten up your day: Migi
(087) You saw a movie with: Migi
(088) You talked to on the phone: Migi
(090) You talked to on text message: Migi
(091) Your best friend: Migi
look at all them Ms... lol
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
(092) Smiled: Earlier today
(093) Laughed: Earlier today
(094) Cried: Earlier today
(095) Bought something: Earlier today
(096) Danced: Yesterday
(097) Sleepover: Few weeks ago
(098) Listened to music: Earlier today
RANDOM:
(099) Who is your crush: Migi |
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| 05:33am 07/01/2006 |
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mood:  contemplative
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The one year mark hit on the 4th, yet it still makes me sad and I don't know why. =( *sigh*
my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along |
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| stolen from Casey and Gabby |
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| 11:52pm 06/01/2006 |
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mood:  loved
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| You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.
Dance | | 92% | Psychology | | 83% | Art | | 83% | Anthropology | | 67% | Biology | | 67% | Sociology | | 58% | Mathematics | | 50% | Engineering | | 50% | Linguistics | | 50% | Theater | | 50% | Philosophy | | 42% | English | | 42% | Journalism | | 42% | Chemistry | | 33% | </td>
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com |
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| I remember filling this out for 2004! Eek! |
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| 08:40pm 07/12/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful
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2005 in review
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
Yes
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
Hmmm... living in Baja, Mexico for a little bit.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
When my uncle died.
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
At home.
5) Who were you with?
Mother.
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
At a party.
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
My HONEYS!!!
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
I didn't make any.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
No.
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Yes.
11) If yes, with who?
Mi amor.
12) If yes, do they know?
Yes.
13) Are you still in love with them?
Yes.
14) You regret it?
No.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
No.
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Yes, lots. =)
17) Who are your favorite new friends?
Gizelle, Polet, Marineh, Vahistha, Josh, Arineh, Juanita, Yadi, Charlie!, Alicia, Armanoosh, Melina, Amanda, Melody, Maher, Ruben, Jesse 1 & 2, Greg, Jennie
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
June
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
Yes.
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
2
21) Did you lose anybody in 2005?
Yes.
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes.
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Phantom Of The Opera
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
Madonna - Hung Up
25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
Darren Hayes - The Tension And The Spark
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
20
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Styx and REO Speedwagon
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
No.
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
No.
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
1 Snuggle Bear!
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
No.
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
That they didn't know I quit and I told them that I knew they were lying.
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
Most likely.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Yes.
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
Lots.
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Receiving my scuba diving certification.
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
Talking about someone when they were standing right behind the corner and I didn't know it.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
How much money I make.
40) What are your plans for 2006?
Freedom. Change.
PART TWO-------------------------------
40 Q's
Body: 1. Ever been given a ring?
Yes.
2. Longest Relationship?
Still going... 11 months.
3. Last gift you received:
Tickets to a Cirque Du Soleil show
4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
At least 5.
5. Last time you worked out?
2 weeks ago.
6. Thing(s) you spend a lot of money on?
Luxury items.
7. Last food you ate?
Steak and mashed potatoes.
8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Overall appearance.
9. One favorite song:
Already answered above.
11. High school you attended:
Private school.
12. Cell phone service provider?
T-mobile
13. Favorite mall store:
Suncoast.
14. Longest Job held:
A year and a 1/2.
15. Do you own a pair of dice?
Yes.
16. Do you prank call people?
No.
17. Last wedding attended?
Wedding Reception earlier this year, but not a wedding.
18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery?
Mother.
19. Last time you attended church?
6th grade.
20. Favorite fast food restaurant:
In-N-Out
21. Biggest lie you have heard?
None, really. I'm the one telling lies.
22. Where do you work?
No where. Just quit.
23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
CPK - California Pizza Kitchen
24. Can you cook?
Yes.
25. What car do you drive?
Varies... Honda Accord or Honda CRV
27. Last time you cried?
Last week.
28. Most disliked food:
Can't think of any.
29. Thing you like most about yourself:
Personality.
30. Thing you dislike most about yourself:
Evilness
31. Person you want to do in a bad way?
None.
32. Longest shift you have worked at a job?
10 hours?
33. Favorite Movie?
Romeo and Juliet (1968)
34. Can you sing?
Sometimes.
35. Last concert attended?
30 Seconds To Mars
37. Last movie rented:
Don't remember.
38. Favorite Alcoholic drink?
Kahula Creme
39. Thing you never leave home without?
Myself.
40. Favorite vacation spot?
Spain, Baja, Mexico |
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| 01:15am 04/12/2005 |
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mood: sad
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Lost in the forest of sorrow. She screams for help. But no one is around to hear. Darker and darker as the light escapes. Will anyone rescue her or will she be trapped for eternity? How she cries for a messenger, but no one is there to see. She sinks into the ground as the roots enclose her legs and drag her down. Her struggles are much effort to little result. She slowly dies a sleepy slumber. |
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| I wanted Spanish! |
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| 06:06pm 24/11/2005 |
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mood: chipper
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Your Inner European is Irish! |
Sprited and boisterous!
You drink everyone under the table. |
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| 01:15am 21/11/2005 |
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mood:  sleepy music: 30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill
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List 5 random facts about yourself that are unique and that people may not know:
1. I'm a certified scuba diver
2. Me and two of my other cousins are the only people in are family who weren't born in Hawaii.
3. I'm part Japanese.
4. I used to have hair that went down to my butt.
5. I used to hate mustard and onions as a kid, but now I love them. |
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| 07:54pm 06/11/2005 |
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mood:  weird
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Can it be? Can it be? Can't you see?
There wasn't darkness, but light from the innocence of the snow. But why did the forest hide the truth? The truth that was sought. Moisten air hit her cheek. Lost in thorns of sorrow. Why were they staring? These gremlins of the dark. It wasn't meant to be.
Run. Run. Run.
The tunneled narrowed. It revealed what she wanted to be, but yet the dead kept grabbing at her feet. Why wouldn't they let go? Why didn't she resist? Ground of the mother, land of the free. Was this all she was meant to be?
But wait! Is there hope? Green sparkles of despair traveled through her hair. Tying her to the owner of the water fields. The model, the master. Iota.
The bullet carried the pain that she wore around her neck. Time wasn't her only enemy, but also the eyes that saw her. |
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| My bed is calling me |
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| 02:08am 25/10/2005 |
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mood: sleepy
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Just finished my Primates Live Exercise. That took longer than I expected, but I feel I got it done so I don't have to worry about it when my 20 other assignments are due by the end of this week. ha! Pygmy Marmosets are the cutest primates ever! I can see why they are on high demand for pet trade. Anyways, if you're in the mood of giving check this link out for a great tax write off... umm cause! http://www.gibboncenter.org/contribute.htm
| You Are 29 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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| You Can Still Be Free |
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| 02:41pm 23/10/2005 |
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mood: sad
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Time flies too fast.
I wish he didn't have to leave.
I'm sad.
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| stolen from GABBY |
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| 11:00pm 22/10/2005 |
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mood:  working
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leave a comment w/ your name and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. |
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